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i enjoy wookgasms!
19 April 2011 @ 01:06 am
i am so fucking SICK of plagiarism. my fics have just been plagiarised for the FOURTH time i've come across since i started writing.

i left comments on this person when i discovered that she'd not only been posting my fics and passing them off as her own, she also stole one of hotarumyst 's. she worked fast, though - she's deleted the fics she plagiarised (joahamnida ) but i have screencaps.

i'm going to post them anyway even though she's deleted, because 1) these people never really leave, they come back under different names and steal more and everyone needs to be wary and look out, and 2) there were people who actually BELIEVED her when she said she wrote them and replied to comments as such.



this one is my fic, first posted here: http://thundersquall.livejournal.com/9479.html




this was first posted here: http://community.livejournal.com/paperbrushes/2359.html#cutid1




and this was posted here: http://community.livejournal.com/paperbrushes/2359.html#cutid4




my friends' comments before she deleted




my comments.


she also plagiarised one of hotarumyst 's fics, but i wasn't able to screencap it before she deleted it. i've also reported her to miracle mods and will do so soon to kyuwook mods, since she posts there sometimes.

this girl is 21 years old. TWENTY ONE FUCKING YEARS OLD and going around stealing people's work to pass off as her own. and then when she's found out, she doesn't even have the balls to admit she was wrong and apologise to the people she stole from.

the last person who plagiarised from me put my stuff on sj-world and then cooked up an elaborate scheme of lies pretending it was her cousin who did it. that girl was 19 or 20, and studying in a good university in london.

what i don't understand from these people is, WHY. why would you want to steal someone else's work and pass it off as your own? everything i write, everything anyone writes, takes an enormous effort. it's just spitting in someone's face if you take what they spent hours and hours on, and take credit for it. what is even the point?

i know black_goose and umberela have been plagiarised before too, and i myself have been FOUR times. plagiarism isn't limited to just complete copying and pasting like this girl did, it also includes ideas, lines, blocks of dialogue - just because i don't say anything doesn't mean you can push the border. (you know who you are, if you see this.) my point is, it's insidious, it's everywhere, it's happening all the time. those of you who write or draw, just be vigilant and look out for lowlifes like these.

i repeat what i said in my comment to her: i have zero respect for plagiarists. none at all. you have to be a certain low level of pathetic to even want to do something like this.

ETA:
She has publicly put up an apology on her LJ and also PM-ed me, which at least makes her marginally better than the last person who lied and schemed when found out. However the usual thing still stands i.e. DON'T do this stuff in the first place, then none of this would be happening! I'm drawing a line under this for now, but leaving this up because people need to know and be careful >:(
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i enjoy wookgasms!
27 December 2010 @ 07:11 pm
http://kpopsecretmeme2.livejournal.com/82424.html?thread=805859832#t805859832

see, i can overlook people calling me cray cray or insane, because i am! i admit it, i am.

but when people started accusing me of being so bad that people had to DELETE AND MOVE LJS, that was when i honestly thought i wanted out of this fandom, because i mean seriously? did people really dislike me this much? i eventually got over it, and thought to myself like "ah, just ignore it". i never wanted to BOTHER to defend myself, but now this shit is getting way out of fucking hand and i need to say my piece.

a lot of people DID delete LJs from my flist, but FOR FUCK'S SAKE OFC YOU WILL ALL JUMP TO STUPID CONCLUSIONS, RIGHT? a lot of them actually switched LJs for whatever reason and told me about it and had me add them on their new ones. before i did my f-cut (BECAUSE of all the wank i was getting), i never bothered clearing those struck-out names from my profile because i was just lazy. so yeah at one glance maybe it did look like a lot of my friends were gone, but most of them actually just switched and TOLD ME. please, some perspective here. i don't have this much ~*~power~*~, like you all love to go on about on kpsm2.

second thing. some of them did leave without a word. like noel and haneul, i really miss them and wonder where they went. idk whether they left because of me, or for other personal reasons, but in any case, if you don't know for real, don't fucking lay the blame at my door?

third. some of my friends left because they left fandom entirely, like ceri. and these are people i am still in touch with, even if i don't talk to them often nowadays.

fourth. i KNOW there are people who left and switched LJs without telling me, but there are just two that i know of, and they are the ones whom i can only assume left because of "my stanning". well you know what? these people were people i thought of as friends. i've even met one of them in RL. i thought we liked each other. it disappoints me that they did this, but it's their choice, and i'm not going to pressure them to add me back, or confront them about leaving without telling me. if they had a problem with me, they should have said it to my face. i'm a fucking adult, it's not something i can't take lying down. i think it says a lot more about them, than about me, if they were willing to drop me and go without telling me what is the problem. i treasured our friendship. they apparently didn't. or at least, couldn't accept me for who i was enough to continue on being friends. which is fine, whatever, it's their choice.

regarding my "cray cray stanning": i am the first person to admit that i stan hard, really hard. but am i hurting anyone by doing this? as far as i know, i don't think so. i'm not putting a knife to anyone's throats forcing them to love ryeowook or yewook. i'm not going around telling people "oh so you ship ____? PLEASE YEWOOK IS SO MUCH MORE REAL AND BETTER, SHIP THEM INSTEAD". i am essentially doing nothing more than having fun and flailing on my own or sometimes with other people. does it hurt people so much? if so, then maybe you've got the wrong hobby.

and then all the posting of my tweets and shit on the meme: i can overlook that. twitter's a public domain, it's cool. even though my tweets are now locked, if you want to use my tweets to wank on me, whatever. i put them out there anyway.

but when you bring my bf into this, you're out. fucking out. bring my bf or family or any of my rl people into this, PLEASE, GO DO THE WORLD A FAVOUR AND HANG YOURSELF. this is so fucking low that i don't even know how to express how low this is. go die in a fucking fire, seriously. my bf has NOTHING to do with my fandom life (beyond paying for my shit - and btw, he did buy me the ticket to the singapore showcase, moron), dragging him into this crap i'm caught up with, on stupid anon memes, with stupid anon fucking wankers who don't have the balls to say this to my face, is LOW.

and to address this as well: http://kpopsecretmeme2.livejournal.com/82424.html?thread=805892600#t805892600

for the sake of ever-loving fuck. i would NOT let something like otps get in the way of friendship. do any of you idiots know how many strongly yewook-biased people i have on my f-list? THREE. out of 80. that includes kate, btw, which just goes to show how easily people can jump to conclusions without knowing either kate or me. the rest all ship other otps, and idgaf about it. but this is besides the point. the point is that kate has disappeared for THREE MONTHS. texts, pms, emails and calls to her have all gone unanswered. even ela, who's her best friend, hasn't been able to get hold of her for three months.

we are now so worried, we're contacting friends to see if they can go and look for her at her address, to find out if she's okay, and we're really dreading what we'll find out. but you bastards HAVE to twist this into being MY fault, do you? my friend may be having serious serious problems, and all you can think is "oh, she was probably chased away by thundersquall"? FUCK YOU. that is downright fucking cruel. use your fucking brains, if you're equipped with any, and think about the person and what could be up with her instead. not everything revolves around LJ, not everything is fandom-related, and people do have lives.

everyone keeps telling me not to leave fandom or these people will "win". you know what? this isn't about winning or losing. this isn't a fucking competiton. i could have carried on and ignored anything else, i've already ignored fucking months and months of unwarranted and unsubstantiated wank, but this is my LIFE. i'm an actual human person with emotions doing my own thing and having my own fun behind the computer. if it is SO HARD to do that without getting judged for every step i take and every word i say, lol, i'm fucking out of here. i suppose you people will have a field day about my "drama queen" tendencies with this, good for you. have a nice fucking life, people.


 
 
 
i enjoy wookgasms!
Titles: russian, domesticity, for my eyes only, we belong (drabbles)
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook
Rating: PG-13 for all
Summary: 4 short drabbles inspired by girl!Ryeowook in this picture.
WARNING: Genderswitch

A/N: Written for oh_hesitate. Prompts for these drabbles come from her, g_myzo, and kayevelyn.


he’ll say yes, he’ll always say yes.Collapse )


 
 
 
i enjoy wookgasms!
07 March 2010 @ 03:03 pm
Title: Needs And Wants
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 1,833
Summary: Yesung really, really likes Ryeowook dressed up as a girl. Inspired by Ryeowook in Chu, and by this picture.
WARNINGS: Crossdressing, rimming

A/N: For remixied, taengoo, kayevelyn, oppaaarrr, and all those people who have been bugging me for crossdressing porn, you know who you are. >_> Don't blame me if this blows. And god you guys, I'm supposed to be writing my angsty YeWook today, dammit!


Yesung doesn't think he's ever gotten hard so quickly in his life, standing backstage watching Ryeowook sway and pop his hips to Chu.Collapse )


 
 
i enjoy wookgasms!
28 February 2010 @ 12:28 am
Theme #17: Accidents
Title: Axis
Pairing: Ryeowook/Ryeowook, Ryeowook/everyone, eventual Yesung/Ryeowook
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 3,978
Summary: A series of little vignettes exploring Ryeowook’s relationship with each of his bandmates.

A/N: Written for katsudono, who wanted something that shows how Ryeowook interacts with all the members… though this probably didn’t turn out like how she wanted.


People think that he cleans and cooks for the members because he’s a domestic little girl, but the plain and simple truth is that he does it because he likes it, and because he loves his members.Collapse )


 
 
i enjoy wookgasms!
24 February 2010 @ 07:44 am
Have 3 drabbles I wrote for the 15-minute challenges in kpopficwangst 9.0, which will probably go down in meme legend, seriously. Go here to see all the drabbles for all challenges, archived by fandom and pairing, and there are a LOT of amazing ones. Thank you to the archiving!anon, whoever you are, for you hard work in archiving these, and to everyeveryday for giving me the link!


Theme #50: Lost
Title: Running High
Pairing: Heechul/Kyuhyun
Rating: R
Word count: 283
Summary: Based on the prompt "I started using speed for his attention and affection. All I got was addicted."
WARNING: Drug abuse
A/N: Decided to use this for the 100 challenge too, because I am just lazy that way, ROFL.

It's the biggest rush Kyuhyun's ever had.Collapse )


Title: Mistakes happen (so let's just do it again)
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 535
Summary: Based on the prompt "Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once." Also inspired by this video of Ryeowook doing Gee.

Besides, he's as cute as a boy as he was being a girl.Collapse )


Title: Paradisiacal
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key (SHINee)
Rating: R
Word count: 545
Summary: Based on the prompt "I had gay sex at church camp. 3 times."
A/N: My first time writing SHINee. I honestly have no idea what compelled me to do it, but I just felt like it. And it helps that I like both Jonghyun and Key. Concrit would be nice, since I know next to nothing about this pair! =D

With so many wet, naked boys sharing the communal showers day in and day out, Jonghyun was never sure why Kibum fixated on him.Collapse )


 
 
i enjoy wookgasms!
08 February 2010 @ 11:40 pm
Theme #21: Park Benches
Title: Crossing Paths
Pairing: Yesung/Kyuhyun
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,638
Summary: Jongwoon meets and falls for a busker with a beautiful voice, on his evening jogs at the park.

A/N: For those of you who may be unfamiliar with the term 'busking', here's a Wikipedia article on the practice.


There’s something about that busker’s voice that makes Jongwoon slow down and then stop, chest heaving, as he takes in the lovely notes of his voice.Collapse )


 
 
i enjoy wookgasms!
05 February 2010 @ 06:07 pm
Title: The Perfect Wedding
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 2,703
Summary: Yesung and Ryeowook get married. The members chip in one by one to 'help'.

A/N: Just... a really fail attempt at crack. Really, REALLY fail. Written for kayevelyn, who came up with the idea. I'm sorry Kate, I will make this fail up to you somehow. ;___; Thanks to blahnicity and oh_hesitate for forcing encouraging me to post this. (Goddammit Nina you will be disappointed in this, I swear you will be, now kick me to finish historical fic which will at least be epically long. =/)


In Yesung's and Ryeowook's books, it was a perfect wedding.Collapse )